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Finding my way to you.
Monday, January 11, 2010
It has occured to me that my purpose for this blog is to find my way to you. I want this blog to be my outlet and your source. When you enter into this blog I want you to imagine that I am talking right to you. I want each of you to understand that though we are worlds apart...we are really a lot the same. Sometimes we struggle. And often times we don't want others to know about our pain. You may feel like you need help sorting out your emotions, and that is what I am here for. Have you ever read a book, or listened to a song...and sometimes the message feels like something that you yourself have encountered and what happens? There is a tugging at your spirit. I have even been brought to tears by a song. I believe that is our spirit finding a place of comfort...a feeling that assures us, we've never really been alone in our pain. I think that is powerful. I want to create that feeling within each of you when you read these blogs. I am so excited that you may be able to not only read them, but to feel them as well. We are fragile in flesh. Hurting someone is one of the easiest things for us to do, and helping them through that is often the hardest. This is where things get mixed up. My opinion is that it should be roles reversed. If all of us come to terms with the very evident fact that we are not only flesh alone, but we are each a powerful spirit within. Then we will be able to start making life changing decisions that are differant in many ways than the decisions we have made all the years of our life. This decision is one that once you make it...you take it. And no one can ever take it away. What we have within us is ours to carry, develop and then send home. Too often we let others affect us in negative ways deeper than they themselves could ever even repair. We allow things to damage our spirit, or hinder it's growth. It's not the fault of the people who have hurt you, or the situations you've been forced to endure and then clean up. It's our fault for allowing the things others do or say to be on our minds and in our hearts...the most precious parts of each of us. We take these rotten things and allow them to build up where the true rewards in life are still lying dormit. If you think back on every memory you have ever made...there too will be emotion. And often the further we go from our memories the more powerful and emotional they become. Because each and every moment that really feels like it's worth living created some type of emotion inside of us. So those special moments are here to help us identify who we really are. So say someone hurt me and I (really without even thinking) allowed it to devistate me, inside and out. Well, it's like I have taken up that package of sadness, anger and hurt and I have stored it deep within me. And this package is regretfully not alone. After time, the package is still weighing heavily, my flesh feels its presence and my mind checks its status regularly. The latest packages we store are the ones we think of most, but the ones we have stored deeper have made the place they have been for so long, home. So what am I getting at...lets see.... Packages take up space. It's as easy as that. And if they contain negative content, and leak emotions of sadness and pain. What state have we left our spirit? And how much room are we leaving for our spirit to shine through naturally? When I said before that the roles should be reversed I meant that though its so simple to let something thats happened to us affect us so deeply the consequences are so very difficult to undo. So each of you should take a chance. Make a decision. Decide that you are powerful...well...because you are. Decide that there is still room for good to prevail despite that collection of packages you may be carrying. Decide that when someone hurts you...they hurt themselves as well. And decide you're not going to carry that for them. Start doing rather than wishing there were more you could do. If someones wronged you...stop it in it's tracks...take that situation and turn it around. Just don't let it affect you longer than the moment you are standing in. When you leave a situation, or a place or a conversation. Leave it there. It's not worthy of your time, it's not worthy of your tears. You are special, amazing, powerful and spirit driven. If you love, you are spirit, and after all isn't love the only thing that makes us all the same? So take that and embrace that. If you have really read what I have typed, and I hope it all makes sense, than you'll understand what you have always known. Make the decision that life isn't going to hurt who you are anymore. Let your flesh feel the pain and leave the pain in the rain. So you'll always have the most important part of you to yourself. Come back for some more insight. Love always,
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